Mom,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, !!!
Today i got somethings to tell both of u.
I luv u so much and miss u a lot. Whenever they give me pressure, they blame me even not my fault. Why the lady, mgr is always misunderstand me. Not only her but also all these people act crazy things to me. I feel tired and sorry but no body know about it. When they shout me without proper reason and don't listen my explanation or whatever, all people, friends around me, they looking me with pity sight and me is the one to b scolded,shouted even given overloaded works. Now the problem is not with boss u know, with FO MGR and her lovely stfs.
Mom, I feel tired. I tried, tried to change the relationship btwn me & mgr.It is too tied to work with them. I miss you so much mom. I miss your love, in past whenever i met like this kind of thing and felt disappointed, you hug me and said "baby, don't worry mom is by ur side and they can't do my daughter even single hair, don't b so sad and must b smart girl" . I miss u a lot mom.
However now, I got another one more person who care me nearly with u. He's my bf. Sry mom, I hven't told u abt him but i can say that i don't let u worry for it. Mom, even u'r not here and i didn't tell single problems whatever i'd met here coz i afraid u sad. But mom, i can tell him all the things facing with me even not important. He understand me and he give me strength to stand and face all the problems and complicated things. Mom, ur smart daughter can choose the right man is it? I'm sure that he's the one i believable.
Actually today i'm so tired and feel so sad, but after talking with him, the feelings bcom well a little bit. Now, I use to liten his words. I like to listen but not alwys :P coz i want to b freedom!!!!
MOM >>>>> HOWEVER TODAY I MISS U A LOT >>>>> LOVE U SO MUCH>>> MUAH>> mei mei<<<<<<
